awake late

oh,awake late again, i can't get this right.
i just want to sleep in my bed with my husband.

awake

Tim's getting a new tattoo and I am here with the girls. Or actually, they are playing and I am at the puter.
Work is hell when there is nothing to do.
Tim's band will be practicing. I will be taking the girls shopping. Juna has to practice living out of a suitcase for the next two weeks.
We shall see how that goes.
The house is quiet. I love my house when it's quiet and dark. It's peaceful, calming.
Thea's room is crazy, it's like a womb. Pink everywhere. When light shines through the curtains the air is pink. It really must be what a baby sees in the womb. I need camera batteries. Then I can put a pic up.

sending an 11 year old to Japan

My daughter, Juna, wanted to go to Japan with the trip the school takes each year. My husband and I encouraged her to apply, she worked very hard. She was accepted into the program and has been attending meeting every other monday for 2 hours, learning about culture, language and traditions.
She is excited about going.
I'm getting cold feet.
It's paid for, the travel bag is here, she's got her clothes.
I am worried.
This girl that I have grown, breastfed for 4 years, carted to dance, gymnastics,swimteam,softball,baseball...
It's the 24 hours of travel that most concerns me.
She has not travelled very much.
She is a little timid. She's not a yeller. Or complainer. At least to people other than me.
She is going to grow without my help. Or my husband's help. She's going to do it on her own. Be her own person. This maybe is what scares me most.

the day after

Oh work was hard last night. My legs were so sore. And I worked 12 hours with no sleep that day. I was up for 25ish hours. So tired. So stupid for not napping.

I am looking forward to running tomorrow. I hope the weather is slightly nicer than it is now.

I am going to rework my playlist to have better timing on my c25k tomorrow.

C25k

I ran my first day in the first week of c25k. it was hard, i screwed up the pace in the beginning with my first run, I had to walk longer with the first resting walk.

But the next couple of jogs were okay. Good news is tim didn't recognize me running when he was driving by. I don't want people to know who I am.

The first song today was the "theme from shaft" by Isaac Hayes. Umm. That was fun to warm up to. I felt like a bad ass and a silly fool. It made me giggle. The music was a combo of Isaac Hayes, The Minutemen and Jack Johnson. It was an eclectic mix. I very much appreciated the minutemen. They were brilliant. The music moves me, and maybe that's why I ran too fast the first time. Jack Johnson makes me feel like the 30 something that I am.
I think this can work.

When I got home there were beautiful daffodils blooming in my yard.

Spring is here. I think.

Tattoo

My back is a tattoo. I am okay with this. I just didn't expect the largeness of it. There are two tattoo's being covered by this dragon.
Only 6 more sittings.